Showing posts with label fertility. Show all posts
Showing posts with label fertility. Show all posts

Tuesday, July 5, 2011

The 2WW...


Ty and I (and Ava) went in last Friday to see the specialist for regular cycle monitoring and the doc informed us that my mature folli was now at 2.3mm (was only 1.8mm the day before)! That's crazy! So he highly recommended I go an hcg shot to trigger ovulation because the follicle is getting too big.
So, I went ahead and paid the $85 for the hcg shot, went into a private room with a nurse and got the shot injected on the back of my left hip. Didn't hurt one bit, just a quick pinch.
A few hours later at home,  I felt extremely nauseated. Googled info and found that it was a rare side effect of the hcg trigger shot. I honestly felt sick to my stomach.  Thank God it only lasted a few hours. As the day went on, my nausea went away.
Sunday morning we returned to the clinic and was informed that I did ovulate! :) So now it's just the waiting game. They said if I don't get a period by July 21st, to take a PG test and to schedule an appt to come into the clinic again. If I do get a period, I still have to schedule an appt on day 1 to start a new round of clomid on day 3.  We are hoping and praying that this is the month and we see NO period and a positive pregnancy test! Please continue to keep us in your prayers.
I'm not going to lie... this whole fertility thing is really dampening my spirits and making me a little sad. Not only is it physically draining (having to come in and out of the clinic for monitoring and all the meds I have to take) but also mentally and emotionally draining as well.  I'm not trying to compare my situation or myself to any other woman but everywhere I turn, my friends and those around me are getting preggo. And so quickly. It's like all their husband has to do is look at them and bam! Sorry, hormones talking.

I'm very grateful for the support I have from my husband and family and friends and the great clinic I attend with good specialist's and nurses. But I just want it to be over. I just want my body to cooperate with me for once and be normal. I want to feel a baby growing inside me again.
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Thursday, June 30, 2011

Come on follicle! You can do it!


Today I was in (way too) early for yet another cycle monitor and they found that I did not have an LH surge yet so I'm back in tomorrow. I could've paid money to get an hcg shot then and there but I didn't want to have to pay. So Canada day in the specialist's office getting another vaginal ultrasound, blood work and doc meeting. Not.Fun. Come on follicle! Just burst already! Please?
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Wednesday, June 29, 2011

The real song for Mama...

Stumbled upon this song on youtube and it made me cry! Such a touching and sweet song.
Makes me feel more blessed and happy for the beautiful child in my life. And hopeful for what God has planned for my family's future. :)




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The 411 on Follicles, Cyst's, PCOS, etc...

Okay so for people reading this that don't understand what everything means that I talk about sometimes. One question people ask me a lot is "What's the difference between a cyst, an egg, and a follicle?". I found a good article about this exact question and it explained the difference very well. I'll put it into layman's terms so that it doesn't get even more confusing that it was before.

The EGG is that all-important biological specimen that contains half a woman’s genetic information. A woman randomly shuffles all her DNA (the stuff that influences her body to develop blue eyes, a cute little nose and a fondness for puppies) and packages exactly half of it into each egg. The goal then, is for the egg to unite with one of her husband’s sperm, which very coincidentally contains half of HIS genetic information. The final product is a baby, a tiny person with genetic information from both parents. We can’t see eggs on ultrasound, because eggs are smaller than a speck of dust. What we CAN see are FOLLICLES. Imagine a follicle to be like a water balloon with a speck of magic dust (the egg) inside it. A woman is born with about a million of these packed inside her ovaries. Each month after she reaches puberty, some of these follicles start to fill up with water like expanding water balloons. Most will grow just a little and then fizzle out. However, the biggest one, which gets crowned with the title of THE DOMINANT FOLLICLE will grow from microscopic size up to about 20mm, roughly half the diameter of a golf ball. Once it reaches that size, it should burst and let the egg fly out. Under ideal conditions, the egg gets slurped up into the Fallopian tubes where it can hopefully meet a nice eligible sperm and then off they go into the uterus to implant.
So when doing ultrasounds, a doctor may say, “Great news! You are growing two eggs in each ovary for a total of four, giving you four chances at pregnancy this month! Right now they are still a few days away from being ready.” How does a doctor know this? Based on the measurements. This is where the patients naturally assume that by measurement, the doctor is talking about the size of the eggs. But as you probably realize now after having paid attention to what I just wrote, they're actually talking about the size of the follicles.

Now that we have clarified the relationship between an egg and a follicle, where does the term CYST come into all this? A cyst can be defined as a CLOSED SAC, sometimes filled with a substance like fluid, air or blood.. So actually, follicles are cysts. They happen to be GOOD cysts as opposed to bad cysts. So medically, CYST is the term doctors use to generically refer to many different sac-like structures, not just dust-filled water balloons. Cysts can be found in many places like in breasts, under the skin, in the cervix or in the brain. Furthermore, ovarian cysts can be the good kind (follicle) or bad kinds, such as endometriomas which are harmful cysts filled with fluid that looks like chocolate syrup.

Now here’s the tricky part. A follicle and a simple cyst look identical on ultrasound. So using just one single ultrasound, nobody can say for sure whether they see a good follicle or some other type of cystic structure. However, if you look again on ultrasound three days later and see that the water balloon has grown from 14mm to 19mm, then you get a pretty good idea that it is a growing follicle. If instead, the repeat ultrasound shows nothing, then it turns out that it was most likely a cyst which has gone away on its own.

The typical protocol for patients who are taking strong fertility drugs is to do a cyst check prior to starting the stimulation medications. This is an ultrasound done on about day #3 of the cycle. The doctor wants to see nothing. What they don’t want to see, but sometimes do, are cysts and if they are big enough, it tells the doctor that this is not a good month to do a cycle, so they postpone things.

Finally, let’s go back to the idea of how it’s normal each month for a single healthy water balloon to grow to a mature size and ovulate its precious contents. Remember, I alluded to this being the dominant contender out of several contestants which start the race, meaning most women will start growing a lot of potential follicles each month, but without medications, they should just ovulate one (or occasionally two). The other follicles should quickly all fizzle out and not even grow to a visible size. However, there are some women with a common medical condition in which the ovulation process goes haywire. Instead of one dominant follicle emerging and the others all shrinking to nothingness, what happens is that a whole bunch of the follicles keep growing, but none really make it to mature size. So instead of seeing one large 20mm water balloon and nothing else, you see a whole bunch of 12mm follicles stagnated in their growth. Some of you have probably already guessed that this condition in which multiple small ungrowing non-ovulating follicles are seen in the ovary is called POLY-CYSTIC OVARY SYNDROME (what I have). I'll get into more details of what PCOS is and what it does to your body another day.

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